Removing Temptation, Eliminating Dependency

Eliminating my credit card debt has always been my top priority.  When I created my list of 100 goals, it was my number one goal.  After years of struggling to get out of debt, I managed to pay off the last of my credit cards.  It was the first time in my adult life that I didn’t owe money to a credit card company.

I decided to keep one credit card account open while I began working towards funding an Emergency Fund.  Doing this allowed access to a line of credit while my savings began to grow.  In addition to the line of credit, keeping the account open provided the benefit of 1% cash back on purchases.  I could use the card to pay for Stuff I would buy anyways and earn a little bit of money in the process.

For a while, things were working out fine.  I was able to pay off the balance when the statement arrived at the end of the month.  Over time I began to let the balance slide and I didn’t pay off the entire balance.  This pattern began to compound and before long I was carrying a balance of a few hundred dollars.  I was headed back towards the same life of credit card debt that I had just worked so hard to get out of.

In my mind, I had thought that I could be able to control my spending and use a credit card responsibly.  I thought I could use the card to earn cash back and play the game to my advantage.  I was wrong.  Dollar by dollar I was digging myself deeper and deeper.  The only positive aspect of the entire situation is that I was able to recognize my predicament before it reached a point where it was out of control.  My balance was small enough that with a little discipline, I could be out of debt in a couple weeks.

So that is what I am doing.  I am once again working to get myself out of credit card debt.

This time, instead of thinking I can use a credit card responsibly, I have removed it from my wallet and will not use it on a daily basis any longer.  The only time I plan on using it is to purchase plane tickets, book hotel reservations and when I travel for the security and fraud benefits it provides.  Outside of these specific uses, the card will stay locked away in my closet.  By doing this I am removing temptation and eliminating dependency.

Instead of focusing on paying for my past, I can use that money to save for the future.  I like that idea much better.