Update: Goal #97) Eliminate my Student Loans

I hate debt.

And if there’s one goal on my list that I feel is the most important to accomplish, it’s eliminatng my student loan debt. Over the last few years, I’ve climbed out of credit card debt, paid off my car, and wiped out a small pile of personal loans. But I’ve yet to unbury myself from the mountain of student loan debt I’ve built for myself.

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When I began my college career, I was in a dire financial situation. Then I discovered an easy way to pull myself out of that situation: student loans. Having that money available without any real effort to acquire it meant taking out as much as possible every semester. I went a little crazy.

When I took out the loans, I was convinced that life after graduation would be different…BETTER! I thought paying back thousands of dollars would be just as easy as it was to get the loans in the first place. I’d have an amazing career and earn lots of money!

With graduation on the horizon, I’ve been trying to pay off as much as possible before joining the “Real World.” And today, I finally paid off all the accrued interest. It’s a small step in the right direction…and I have many more steps before I reach zero.

But I will reach zero.

Will I Witness a Space Shuttle Launch Afterall?

At the end of February, I’d accepted the reality that I’d never get to accomplish my goal of witnessing a space shuttle launch. I’d tried, and failed, twice. And since the Space Shuttle program is quickly coming to an end, I decided to just give up on ever witnessing a launch. The first time I tried, I bought my plane ticket to Orlando and the launch was postponed. It would’ve cost us more to reschedule our flight than book another, so we went to Florida anyways. We went to Disney and Sea World (before I knew better), and I had a lot of fun, but it would’ve been awesome to have seen a launch.

My second attempt wasn’t as ambitious as my first.

Instead of booking a plane ticket just to sit in a random parking lot in Titusville, I tried getting tickets to the Kennedy Space Center. I wasn’t lucky enough to “win” the lottery for a chance to buy tickets. Did you catch that? A lottery, for a chance to buy tickets. Even if you’re fortunate enough to win the lottery, there isn’t any guarantee that there’ll be a ticket available for you to buy. So, I didn’t win the lottery, and figured the story would remain the same for the remaining launches.

That’s when I wrote the article, my head hung in shame, and admitted defeat.

Almost as soon as I’d published the article, an email from Kennedy Space Center showed up in my Inbox with all the details of when I could register for a chance to win the lottery for a chance to buy tickets for the next launch. Only half hopeful, I signed up yet again. Later that week, I got another email saying I’d been selected…I’d won the lottery!

The next week, tickets went up for sale.

I was too late to get causeway tickets, but I was able to get two tickets for the Visitor Center (and I’ll even be dining with an astronaut.) The Visitor Center is about six miles from the launchpad, so I won’t be able to see the Shuttle until it clears the trees, but that’s better than watching it on TV or from some parking lot in Titusville.

It looks like I’m on my way to Florida later this month, though I still haven’t purchased my plane ticket in case they delay the launch again. I’d hate to have a ticket to Orlando with no reason to be there.

The moral of the story? Never give up on a goal even if it seems doubtful. You just never know when you’ll hit the lottery!

Twenty Ten

The year has gone by much faster than I could have imagined almost twelve months ago.  It went fast but a lot was accomplished.  I knocked some goals off my list and traveled to places that I wasn’t planning to.  This is the first year in a while that I can look back and say that I leave behind an old version of myself.

What goals did I accomplish this year?

Which countries did I travel to this year?

My personal resolutions for the year included:

  • Traveling at least 50,000 miles
  • Finding Internal Peace
  • Maintaining a 3.5 GPA
  • Continue paying off my Student Loans
  • Being nicer to people

Travel at least 50,000 miles

In the update from March, I wrote:

I will be left with approximately 20,000 miles.  That’s a huge distance and though I have a couple of plans in mind, none of them will come close to closing that gap.  It is still early in the year and it is impossible to say what might transpire over the course of the year, so I will remain optimistic!

I was figuring out just how many miles I’d be left with after all my known travel plans for the year and I really had no idea how I was going to travel another 20,000 miles.  Including my trip to France at the end of the year, my total miles traveled will be 56,798.  I exceeded my goal by almost 7,000 miles!!!  The trip to Japan and France really helped make it possible for me to make it this far…more than twice the distance around the world at the equator!

Find internal peace

Let’s just say that this is easier said than done.  To be honest, I’m not sure that I’d like to find internal peace anymore, either.  When I wrote this as a personal resolution, I was dealing with the reality of my own mortality.  One day, my feeling of invincibility evaporated and I was left struggling to come to terms with the fact that eventually I will die.  That one day everyone I love will die.  That one day, each of us will die.  Life seemed so…meaningless at that point.

Today, while I still struggle with my eventual death, it doesn’t pervade my thoughts like it once did.  I’m not saying that I’ve come to terms with my death, I haven’t.  It pisses me off that I’ll eventually die.  I wish I could live forever.  That being said, I’ll continue to find meaning and purpose in life so that when my time finally comes, I’m able to lay my head down knowing that my life had purpose.

Maintain a 3.5 GPA

When grades get posted for this semester, my GPA isn’t going to be close to 3.5 anymore.  I am struggling through a number of very challenging classes and from here on out, they’re going to get even more difficult.  That’s okay.  I want to do good in school and do the best that I can but if my GPA isn’t 3.5, at least I’m doing my best.  Life is more than a number on a transcript and at some point, that number becomes irrelevant anyways.  As I mentioned earlier, I’ve changed since the beginning of the year.  This is one of those changes.  School is important but it isn’t that important.  College isn’t the only path to success in life.  If you struggle in Chemistry or Calculus, life goes on.  There are just too many other things in this world to worry about, your GPA shouldn’t be one of them.  I’ll do my best, struggle and eventually succeed.  If I get a C in some of my classes, so what?

Continue paying off my Student Loans

I was doing a really great job at this up until the last few months when I began making travel arrangements for Japan and Europe.  I decided to take a break from paying off my loans until after I return from Europe so that I have enough money saved up for my travels.  Does this mean that I can’t afford to be traveling?  Maybe.  But then, we all make choices and have to deal with the consequences.  Traveling was my priority and I made a choice.  I acknowledge it and I’m moving on.  Repayment will begin in the near future, most likely in January.

Be nicer to people

It might depend on how you define “nice” in order to gauge how successful I’ve been at this goal.  To be honest, I know I can be a jerk at times but usually when I am, there’s a good reason.  For the most part, I think I’ve been a nice person but more than nice, I’d like to be kind to those who deserve kindness, caring to those I love, generous to those in need, helpful to those who require assistance, etc.  It isn’t enough just to be nice and some people don’t deserve to be treated nice.  I don’t want to be nice simply to be polite.

In addition to personal goals, here are my professional goals:

  • Meet or exceed 500 email subscribers
  • Write 52 quality articles
  • A monthly Guest Post on another blog
  • Daily traffic in excess of 1,000 views

I didn’t get 500 email subscribers by the end of the year.  I did, however, manage to get 725 people to become Fans of Hundred Goals on Facebook.  Maybe it isn’t email subscriptions but I’ll take it.

I wrote 109 articles in 2010, and while I feel that the quality of my writing has improved significantly compared to 2009, I’ll let you be the judge as to whether the articles were “quality”.

I began the year writing guest posts for other blogs and managed to get a post on Get Rich Slowly, a big deal for me.  After a while, I gave up on writing guest posts and just decided to focus my energy on writing content for Hundred Goals as I was putting a lot of effort into writing for other sites and felt like some of my best ideas were going to those sites while the content here wasn’t as good.  In the future, I may write other guest posts but I probably won’t be doing it every month.

My daily traffic hasn’t been in excess of 1,000 views ever and now that I’m only writing an article a week, I don’t think 1,000 daily views is realistic at this point (unless there is some sort of Hundred Goals revolution!)  Site traffic is less important to me today as I think a better way to measure success is by how many people actually want to read what I write rather than just popping in and out from a Google search of Kim Kardashian’s Ass.  Email subscriptions and comments are my new measure of success, so please, comment often!

And there you have it, 2010.  I’ll lay out some goals for 2011 in an upcoming post, so stay tuned!

March Wrap Up

Spring is in the air!

This time last month I was scraping ice from the windshield of my car in the morning.  We have made it past the sloppy part of Spring and this week you would think I was living in Cancun with all the shorts, tank tops and flip flops on campus.  The weather hasn’t been this nice in six months.  I love it!

Three months ago I made some resolutions.  After 90 days of 2010, just how well am I doing?

New Years Resolutions

Diet:  “I will no longer treat my mouth like a garbage can and junk food will find its way to the trash where it belongs.  I will learn about healthy eating, teach myself how to prepare healthy meals and reduce the number of times I visit restaurants significantly.”

In February, I began tracking how much money we spent during the month in an effort to quantify our food expenses.  By the end of the month we had spent almost $600 on food ($400 on restaurants and $175 on groceries).  I decided that my goal for March would be to reduce the amount of money spent on restaurants by 50%.

I also pledged to begin monitoring my soda consumption in the same way as I had with my food expenses.

Here are our March food expenses:

Restaurants: $380.40

Groceries: $296.88

It is obvious that we did not even come close to meeting our goal of reducing the amount of money we spent in restaurants.  Why?  As the month went by, I felt great about how little I thought I was spending in restaurants.  I had no idea that nothing was changing, at least financially.  Each Friday, I treat myself to dinner at Chipotle but aside from that, I really thought I was doing great at staying out of restaurants.  Wrong.

This month we are going to try again to reduce our restaurant spending by 50%.

My battle with soda has taken an unexpected turn and I have stumbled yet again at kicking the habit.  At the beginning of March I was doing better than I had expected but ever since my trip to Germany I have drinking soda like it is going out of style.  I am at the point again where I am not ready to stop.  There is just something rewarding and enjoyable about drinking an ice cold Pepsi on a warm day.

Fitness:In order to refocus my attention on physical fitness, I have purchased a gym membership and have been exercising on a daily basis for the past couple of weeks.”

At the beginning of March I made a commitment to spend an hour in the gym 3-4 days a week.  Aside from the week I spent in Germany (where I spent hours walking around), I have been able to meet this goal and exceed it.  I have been able to do this because I just quit making excuses.  I’ve often said that there are always excuses not to do something and until you quit making excuses, nothing can change.

In April, I want to continue this routine.  It works well with my schedule and allows flexibility if I need it.  April is the first month of the Hundred Goals’ Hundred Dollar Challenge and I hope this will be the motivation others need to begin to improve their health and fitness.  The deadline to enter for a chance to win $100 has passed but that does not mean you can’t participate in the Challenge.  If you are interested in becoming a part of the Challenge, upload a “Before” photo and post a link on the Hundred Dollar Challenge Discussion Forum.

Personal Resolutions

Travel: My goal is to travel 50,000 miles in 2010.  In March I traveled to Germany which added ~9,300 miles for a total of ~14,300 miles.  Only 35,700 miles to go!

Education: I want to maintain a 3.5 GPA and at the beginning of March I was concerned about my grade in Chemistry.  I failed my first exam, which dropped my overall grade to a C.  My second exam proved to be better, 96%.  I completely redeemed myself and in the process, I began to feel much better about myself and my ability to succeed in Chemistry.  In all of my other classes I am earning A’s and I hope I will be able to push through the end of the semester with the same.  Statistics is my newest concern.  Mathematics is my weak point and it will only get more difficult from here on out.

There you have it!  March was a challenge and I hope April will prove to be more of a success.  Only time will tell…stay tuned!

February Wrap Up

Here we are, two months into the New Year and while many people have all but given up hope on their resolutions, I am persisting, even if the progress is slow.  It is my belief that real change does not take place overnight and that lasting lifestyle alterations require a period of evolution in which old habits are broken and forced actions become routine.

New Years Resolutions

Diet:  “I will no longer treat my mouth like a garbage can and junk food will find its way to the trash where it belongs.  I will learn about healthy eating, teach myself how to prepare healthy meals and reduce the number of times I visit restaurants significantly.”

By the end of January I realized that my plan to improve my diet had been almost entirely ignored.  I had no way to quantify any improvements I might have been making so I made a promise to track my spending throughout February in order to establish a baseline which I can use to measure success or failure.

Here are the results (also includes Erin’s spending):

Fast Food: $310.78

Groceries: $174.76

Restaurants: $95.40

Other: $9.25

Total: $590.19

Numbers do not lie and seeing the totals has made us realize that there must be changes, not only for financial reasons but for our health.  Our plan for the month of March is to reduce our Fast Food spending by half, which will result in an increase in our Grocery spending.

Another aspect of my diet that needs to improve is the amount of soda I drink.  I will employ the same approach as I did with tracking my food expenses and track the amount of money I spend on soda in the month of March.  From there I will work towards reducing that amount until I reach a point where I am no longer drinking soda.  This will be a major feat as I have attempted to stop drinking soda in the past and failed.  I have stopped drinking caffeinated beverages since the end of December, so I am past that hurdle.  Now, more than anything, it is about breaking an established habit.

Finance: ”I will establish a savings plan to compliment my debt repayment plan.  In doing so, I will create a balance in my finances which will help accomplish both goals simultaneously.”

At the end of January I still had not found balance in my finances and made it my goal for February to establish a formal savings and debt repayment plan.  Two weeks ago I created a formal budget and began following the guidelines I established.  A consequence of creating this budget is that I am not able to focus my full attention on debt or savings.  Instead, I am working towards both goals simultaneously, which slows progress on both.

My goal for March is to further refine the categorical details and continue following the savings and debt repayment plan that I established within the budget.

Fitness:In order to refocus my attention on physical fitness, I have purchased a gym membership and have been exercising on a daily basis for the past couple of weeks.”

My fitness goal for February included establishing a regular schedule in which to exercise.  I created an hour a day in my schedule for exercising but regret to say that I have not been following that schedule and that I have not been to the gym for the past couple of weeks.  I could blame it on a plethora of things such as my school schedule, tests and homework…but it really just boils down to not taking initiative.

March will be different.  I may not make it to the gym 6 days a week like I was at the beginning of the year but I want to exercise a minimum of 3 or 4 days a week for an hour each day.

Personal Resolutions

Travel: My goal is to travel 50,000 miles in 2010.  In February I did not do any traveling however I was able to finalize plans to visit Hawaii this summer, roundtrip is approximately 9,400 miles.  In March I am spending a week in Germany to visit a friend; ~9,300 miles roundtrip.  In May I will accomplish my goal of traveling to Iceland; ~6,100 miles.  With the traveling I did in January (~5,000 miles), I will be left with approximately 20,000 miles.  That is a huge distance, and though I have a couple of plans in mind, none of them will come close to closing that gap.  It is still early in the year and it is impossible to say what might transpire over the course of the year, so I will remain optimistic!

Education: Classes this semester are proving more difficult than the last.  I am struggling with Chemistry and almost failed my first test.  I can still pass the class with an A, though it will be a monumental challenge.  I will work as hard as I can to keep my GPA above 3.5 for the semester.

Student Loans: February was the first month with my new budget and I made my first budgeted payment to my Student Loan account, $350.

February was an opportunity to take an honest look at the progress I am making on my resolutions and realize the failures in a quantifiable way.  March is sure to bring about its own set of challenges but opportunity and success will follow.

January Wrap Up

As so many people do on New Years, I set out to rectify a handful of my many faults.  Where do I stand after one month?

New Years Resolutions

Diet:  “I will no longer treat my mouth like a garbage can and junk food will find its way to the trash where it belongs.  I will learn about healthy eating, teach myself how to prepare healthy meals and reduce the number of times I visit restaurants significantly.”

By and large, my effort to improve my diet this month has been a flop and the reason why is simple, laziness.  More times than not, it is far more convenient to go out to eat than it is to cook meals at home.  I did make a couple of attempts at trying new recipes including a Belizean dish and Chicken Gnocchi Soup from Olive Garden.  The Belizean meal was a complete failure while the Chicken Gnocchi Soup turned out just okay.

In February, I will begin tracking how often I eat out and how much I am spending.  By doing this I will be able to track my progress rather than making qualitative assumptions.

Finance: ”I will establish a savings plan to compliment my debt repayment plan.  In doing so, I will create a balance in my finances which will help accomplish both goals simultaneously.”

I have not established any formal savings plan to compliment my debt repayment plan.  Instead, I have been focusing on generally building up my savings account and have temporarily held off on debt repayment.  Since the beginning of January I have saved approximately $650, a solid start.  This has come at the cost of reducing my debt and ignoring a couple of personal obligations.

In February, I will establish a formal savings and debt repayment plan that will help accomplish both goals rather than further perpetuating this imbalance in my finances.

Fitness:In order to refocus my attention on physical fitness, I have purchased a gym membership and have been exercising on a daily basis for the past couple of weeks.”

I have not continued my daily exercise routine as systematically as I had envisioned, though I continue to exercise regularly.  Now that school is back in session, my motivation to exercise has declined and it is easy to tell myself that there is no time in the day to go to the gym.

In February, in order to combat the excuse of time constraints, I will establish a regular exercise schedule that works with my school schedule.

Health:  In an effort to correct my back problems, I have decided to begin seeing a chiropractor.  I will also schedule an appointment with a doctor to determine what might be wrong with my knee and learn what my options are to correct the problem.  I will also use this appointment as an opportunity for an annual physical examination…”

I have continued seeing my chiropractor regularly and am pleased to say that I have noticed significant improvement in my back pain.  I also made an appointment to have a physical exam.  My blood pressure was at the lowest level I can remember it ever being.  Before being laid off from my job, my blood pressure was consistently at pre-hypertension levels, at 25 and 26 years old!  I also asked about my knee problems and was given some simple stretches to help reduce or eliminate the cause of my pain.

In February, I will continue working with my chiropractor to further improve my spinal health.

Personal Resolutions

Travel: My recent trip to the Caribbean knocked off almost 5,000 miles of my goal to travel 50,000 miles in 2010.  In March I will be traveling to Germany (~10,000 miles) for a week to visit a friend and in May I will be landing in Reykjavik, Iceland (~6,000 miles) for a week of exploration.  After these trips, in order to meet my 50,000 mile goal, I will have to travel an additional 29,000 miles.  That is a large distance to cover but I have some thoughts in mind for Summer travel.  It is still early in the year!

Education: Last week I received a letter in the mail informing me that I had made the Dean’s List for the Fall semester.  This is the first time I have ever succeeded at this level.

Student Loans: I finished the semester with a 3.8 GPA and in doing so, earned a $2,000 SMART Grant for the Spring semester.  If I am able to keep my GPA above 3.0, I will maintain my eligibility for this grant for the next year.  My personal goal of maintaining a 3.5 GPA is now more than a personal goal.  It is a way for me to minimize my Student Loan debt.

A month in review, some wins and some struggles.  February brings 28 days of possibility!

The Last of My Debt: Student Loans

Contractually I am under no obligation to begin repaying my Student Loan debt.  I could care less about contracts.  I want this debt gone and I want it gone as quickly as possible.  That means I must create a plan.

My Student Loan balance is currently at $29,241.94, not including accrued interest which is $1,735.50 for a grand total of $30,977.44.  Owing this much money does not make me feel good and I have a burning need to eliminate this debt.  The good news is that now that I have paid off my car loan, I have an extra $328 a month to apply towards my Student Loans without making any changes to my lifestyle.

The problem with only paying $328 a month means that I won’t be out of debt until 10 years from today.  That is too long.  The thought of paying down debt for the next ten years is overwhelming.  I don’t want to hand my paycheck over to some faceless company for “the rest of my life.”  Instead of feeling overwhelmed, I have decided to focus my attention on the “most important” portion of the loan, the $15,102.94 in Unsubsidized loans at 6.8% interest.  I hope to be able to eliminate this debt by the time I graduate in May 2011.  That gives me 18 months and a challenging, yet possible, goal to work towards for a short period of time.

In order to accomplish this task, I have to come up with $839 a month.  That is going to be hard but I hope it will not be impossible.  The budget that I have drafted up allows $619.50 a month for debt repayment.  My budget currently includes saving 10% of my Gross Income for my Emergency Fund because I drained that account in order to pay off my car.  Now it is time to build that back up to a reasonable amount.  I probably won’t reach my goal of saving $5,000 since I’d rather put my money towards debt repayment.  I’ll boost my EF to an amount that will equal 3 months of living expenses after which I will begin using the money that had been going into savings for debt repayment.

During this period of debt reduction I will adjust my budget on occasion to allow for discretionary spending such as travel expenses and unexpected costs such as clothing.  I know that this is not an ideal situation in terms of “proper” budgeting however, since I rarely buy clothing (I finally broke down and bought a new pair of jeans after the butt on my favorite pair of jeans literally fell apart) and I don’t usually plan very far in the advance for travel, these expenses are too random to plan for effectively in the long term.  Still, by the end of 18 months, I want the Unsubsidized Loans gone and that is my goal.

This begins today and to prove that I’m serious, I sold one of my most prized possessions, my 5-string bass guitar and the amplifier that went with it.  Once I put the check in the bank, that money is going directly to paying off my Student Loans.  I sacrifice today so that I won’t have to sacrifice later.  Selling that guitar was one of the most difficult things I have had to do.  I focused on the emotions attached to it, how hard I worked washing dishes for $5 an hour in order to earn enough money to pay for it and how much I loved playing it back in the day.  The reality of the situation was that I hadn’t played it in years and having it sitting in the closet wasn’t doing me any good.

Debt sucks!

Goal #96) Pay Off My Car

Six weeks ago I wrote about my ambitious goal of paying off the remaining $3,670.66 of my car loan.  At the time, I wasn’t sure if I would be able to pay it down to zero.  I rolled some numbers around in my head and figured that if I was able to entirely eliminate my discretionary spending during the next six weeks, I might be able to do it.

Today, after six weeks, I am proud to say that I was able to pay off my car by the deadline I set for myself, plus 8 hours.  There were some times when I wasn’t sure I would be able to do it, when I spent more money than I should have.  I almost wasn’t able to accomplish my goal but I stuck with it and kept my commitment to doing what it took to reach the end.

I had to “sacrifice”.  I had to sell Stuff in order to make up for the money I spent.  I did whatever it took to make this happen.  Now that I am free from my car debt I am looking forward to my next debt; my Student Loans.

When I looked at my Student Loan account, even though I had a mental number that was relatively close to the actual amount I owe, seeing it in black and white gave me a sick feeling in my stomach.  Instead of feeling overwhelmed, I’m feeling fired up!

I’m working to develop a game plan to attack this debt as ambitiously as I can so that I can have all of my Unsubsidized Loans paid off before I complete my Bachelor Degree.  I have a year and a half to make this happen and it is possible but will be a challenge and a lengthy obligation.  If I stick with it, I will have more than 50% of my student loan debt paid off and possibly even more if everything goes well.

Look for an update in the future with numbers and a solid repayment plan!

Goal Update October 29, 2009

The last time I wrote a Goal Update was in May.  That means that I have five months to account for.  No doubt so much has happened since then & I have accomplished much.

Here are the goals that I knocked off my list since the last update:

Finish Associate Degree, Visit Meteor Crater, Climb Mount Saint Helens, Shoot a Machine Gun, Bungee Jump, Solve the Rubik’s Cube, Skydive, Go Backpacking & Sleep Under the Stars.

Reviewing this list helps me realize just how much I have done in the past five months, it is really quite amazing in my opinion.  It also helps underscore the importance of having goals in life and what a person can accomplish when they have a focal point to work with.

What about the goals that I am currently working on?  How are they going?  How is the 100 in 25 Challenge turning out?

Right now I am working on a couple of major lifestyle changes; eating healthy & exercising regularly.

I’ve really kicked things up a notch recently with eating healthy.  When I first decided that I wanted to change my diet I thought I could do it slowly, eating the food that was already in the apartment and replacing it over time with more healthy options.  What I found was that this approach wasn’t working.  It wasn’t working because I didn’t have a plan.  I was not doing any meal planning or shopping for specific items to make healthy meals.  While I would try to make better choices, it didn’t take long for old habits to return and by the time we left the grocery store we almost always had a lot of Stuff that we shouldn’t have.

I am working to create a more extensive list of meals which I can prepare at home.  Finding recipes that both myself and my girlfriend will enjoy is somewhat of a challenge but slowly but surely we are adding things to our menu.  Most recently I made Bacon Wrapped Chicken with Blue Cheese and Pecans.  We really enjoyed this dish & despite the extra effort that is required to prepare it, we’ll definitely be having it again in the future.

I’ve also started posting photos of my meals on my Fan Page for the readers to see and comment on.  I find that this provides some incentive to eat healthy; when I feel the eyes of world on me, so to speak.  For now, this external motivation is what I need to help encourage me to make smart food choices.  No doubt there will be pizza nights in the future but so long as I am making good decisions more frequently I am okay with that.  We all should indulge once in a while or else we’ll find ourselves bingeing and regretting it later.

Exercising has been difficult for me.  As I mentioned in my 100 in 25 Days Challenge post, I am either really pushing hard or not at all.  I made it my goal to be able to do 100 push ups in 25 days in order to prompt myself into the exercising mentality once again.  How is it going?  I think things are going very well.  I did fail to do push ups on Wednesday.  I was tired and didn’t feel like doing them after being on campus for 9 hours.  I moved past my transgression and am looking forward to the future.  I’m halfway through this challenge and things are actually going better than I thought they would by this point.  After the challenge I really hope to find the motivation to start exercising more frequently.  My goal is 3-4 times a week for an hour each day.  I can get there again!

Another goal that I am working on is to earn my Bachelor Degree.  I am halfway through my first semester at the University and am doing very well.  My lowest grade in any of my classes is a B, otherwise I am earning A’s in all of my other classes.  I have an appointment today to meet with my advisor to schedule classes for next semester and I am concerned about a couple of classes; Statistics, Chemistry & Technical Writing.  They all sound challenging and I will have to work my ass off.

What about the future?  What is next?

I highlighted 7 more goals that I hope to accomplish by May 18, 2010.  None of them seem overly difficult, though sleeping on a park bench in a big city will be a rather uncomfortable goal to accomplish.  I still have some lingering goals from my last effort to meet a deadline such as paying off my car and visiting Eldon, Iowa.  Some of these goals will unfortunately not be met by the deadline I set, while others will be.  Stay tuned!

A Deadline Approaches

"Rusty Old Car - EXPLORED" by சிலம ்பொலி&qu ot; ARUN @ Flickr

I’ll admit, I love my car.

When I turned 16 I didn’t have a driver’s license, let alone a car.  I didn’t need one.  Living in a small community, everywhere I needed to go was within walking distance.  On winter mornings after a snowstorm I would have to trudge two miles through the woods in knee deep snow at 6 am in the dark to get to work.  I know that sounds like one of those stories your parents used to tell you about how they had to walk 10 miles to school, uphill both ways but I’m serious.  This was just the way things were.  I never thought anything of it & looking back, I kind of miss it in some ways.

When I was 15 years old I had an old copy of Lowrider magazine and I remember admiring all of the old cars but I was especially fond of the Impala with its huge fins.  It had class & attitude.  From that point on I knew that when I did finally buy a car it was going to be an Impala.  It wasn’t until I was 23 years old that I finally decided to buy a car.

I searched the local dealerships for the car of my dreams & was lucky to find it almost immediately.  It was a 2003 Impala, not exactly the ’59 I had lusted over for all those years but still a beautiful car.  It was dark blue and had everything I wanted; a spoiler, moon roof, power everything, a CD player.  It was used but the mileage was low and the price seemed affordable.  The salesman didn’t even have to attempt to sell me the car, I was already asking where to sign.

In the excitement of the situation, I was more concerned with going for a drive than I was with the terms of the contract.  I was scratching my name there and initialing here, here and here faster than they could turn the pages.  The only thing I cared about was whether I could afford the monthly payments and sure enough, I could.  Before long I would be out on the open road enjoying my new car.

It didn’t take long to realize the power I had just bequeathed upon myself.  I could go anywhere and see anything I wanted.  All I had to do was get in & drive, and that is exactly what I did.  I drove my car all over the country.  My first trip was to Colorado for a week.  Then I drove to Niagara Falls one weekend.  Then to Washington, DC for a few days.  New York City.  California.  British Columbia.  I went everywhere in my car.  We were a match made in heaven.

As much as I love my car, stupidity nearly caused me to lose it.  In the midst of my financial meltdown I was unable to make my car payments and was being threatened with repossession.  The ticket to my freedom was in serious jeopardy of being just a memory of the “good ole days”.  Those payments that I thought I could afford looked good on paper but weren’t so realistic when I had to pay for rent, utilities, food & all the other things that I wanted in life.  Luckily I was able to fix my financial problems with a little bit of sacrifice & a lot of overtime.

In the process of overcoming my financial crisis I was learning a lot about money.  I learned about interest rates & decided to check to see what mine was on my car loan.  I was shocked at the 12.99% APR typed neatly across the loan agreement.  I pulled up my account history online and soon realized that the payments I had been making for the past two years were mostly being applied towards interest charges.  By the time I would finish paying this loan off I could have practically bought a second Impala with the money I wasted in interest charges.  Luckily I was able to refinance my loan through a local credit union at half the interest rate.

I currently have a balance of $3,670.66 and earlier this year I made a goal of having this debt paid off entirely by November 18, 2009.  With 6 weeks left to reach this deadline I am beginning to question the reality of this goal.  Is it possible?

I guess we will see on November 18th!!!

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